McQsTaRr

bye bye

2009-02-01T20:24:00.001-08:00

im leaving...

wont post anything here..

Thanks anyways...

im back....i t hink....

2008-12-30T10:57:00.000-08:00

shox.... i didnt blog for the longest time!!! im not that busy nor lazy.... im i think i dont really have time to blog.... because of these addicting games at facebook!!!! CEL kasi eh!!! hehehehe....
oh well... im back... im gonna post some of my notes or something something from my laptop later....

for now.... i really one this to burst out.. this friggn personal trainer... shox... hassle!!!! i mean she keeps on pushing me to renew my training with her... but i stll have 15 session left!!!! grrrr!!!! then one time she called me up because her friend is willing to pay my training in advance so i will just per her friend instead!!! what the fuck!!! so i said!! NO!! so there... then now... she said that if i can pass by the gym so i can sign an advance receipt even though we wont workout today... so that she can reach her quota.... grrrr... KAPAL!!!!!! i mean she is nice and all but super THICK nya mehn!! then one time her new client who is scheduled after me went to the gym early... guess what she did... she said... "may utang ako stretching sayo ha!!" grrr... so that time i decided not to renew my contract with her.. ill just play along and be nice coz i have 15 more session then after that..BYE BYE!!!! gonna transfer to RCBC instead..less hassle....

still awake...again...

2008-11-21T01:09:00.000-08:00

i think this week is the longest week ive ever had... well last Friday, i was still alive and kickin after being awake for 36 hours and then going straight to Tagaytay for a team "bonding" then now i really really cant sleep.. again.... well alst time because of my car breaking its key into two pieces... then now... no special reason... i just cant sleep... maybe because of thinking to much about things..... my what if... my past... presnet and future... my life... waaahhhhh plus havent been to the gym for 1 week!!! waaaahhh i miss gym!!! grrr... oh welll have to eat my wendys burger... i love wendys... minimum of 150... yeahbahh!!!....

if you love someone, ask for nothing..

2008-11-08T17:47:00.000-08:00

..got this from Mariel... super ok sha..... its like the things and feeling inside me that was set into words... luv it!!!

if you love someone, ask him for nothing. dont hold him from his destiny. dont keep him from going off in search of his own answers. dont ask him for commitment. you will know commitment is real when it is something given willingly, and not as something obligatory. dont ask him for promises. if you are patient, if you have faith, you will know in your heart when the right time for promises has come.

and when that time arrives, then you will see that you have both lost nothing by setting each other free, and have instead gained a richer, fuller life, a wealth of experiences, and a stronger certainty of your desires.

but should he not return to you, then life hasnt cheated you because no promises were broken. your bitterness will not last long, and you will feel thankful and blessed that at the very least, this beautiful soul has colored your life, that knowing him has already made life infinitely more meaningful.

by setting a person a free, you run a risk of him not returning. but always remember that you found him beautiful precisely because he was free. people are like sunlight. you can feel their warmth, and their glow, but you cant hold them in your hand and keep them with you forever. people choose to stay. but a choice is made more meaningful when it is made despite so many other options..

MESMERIZED

2008-11-08T17:40:00.000-08:00

Im so mesmerized when I saw you again…
the way you look
the way you stare
the way you move
the way you glare…
Im so mesmerized on all
the things you do and the words that you say…
your voice
your smile
your look
the way you act…
I like the way you are…
I definitely like you that’s what I want to say… though I know there's so may things that may not work… lines that may cross..… and im not the same as you… though I still really like you that much…

My October fest 08'

2008-11-03T12:26:00.000-08:00

Base from my Starbux planner... this is the month where I should have been to Singapore already.. sad to say that didn't push through.. oh well...
1. Bob's Birthday Bash was fun! videoke, FOOD!!! BEER!!! ofcourse lasing again so sleepover at Aina's house... tulog all day!!!

2. Interview hits with my soon to be Personal Assistant with Joe... shox... may isa over qualified!!! UP grad!!! WTF!!!!!

3. Days weekend of BobC- super saya.. namiss ko yung days and the purpose of being there which is to serve.... hay... sarap magbigay ng F night.. ewan ko super ok yung F night ko with this girl..galing!!!

4. Las' Birthday Party- TR bonding time with poker, booze and FOOD!!!

5. Despedida of Kuya Roy- it was fun... i miss my friends sa old work ko.. oh well..

6. For the first time na drain ako being with someone... as in super nawalan ako ng energy.. kasi ive been holding my self not to curse at him or treat him like SHIT! kasi he was kind naman pero the BRAGGING!!!! mehn!!! grabe!!! pati his funny joke as in HAHAHAA di sha nakakatawa... mean na ba ako.. pero hindi e.. if makikilala mo sha..mehn super grabe...arggghhh...

7. Started going to the GYM..heheheh nakakaaddik pala sha talaga... had fun the other session with Jam and IVO..grabe dancers pa talaga na kasama ko..wahahha then saw Antonio "CUZ" wahaha miss ko sha!!!

8. Preparation for the Anniv Mass at Bianx Pad.... it was fun!!! sarap ng pizza wrap ba yun... luv it!!! si Karen may pa baon pa sa akin na Kenny... wahahah..pero above all else naging professional wire twister kami!!! wahahahha.. and also the stem wrapping but it was easy for me and bob kasi we have this process eh... wahhaha...

hay.... di ko na maalala yung iba..hehehe.. basta i had fun this month....Now, I'm looking forward for the Anniv Mass and Lianne's Birthday bash hehehe its this week na....grab bilis ng panahon!!!!!

Not Interested

2008-11-03T11:47:00.000-08:00

i really have to burst this out... shox pangit naman ng come back ko sa blog ko.oh well... irritating kasi e... let me give them code names B1 and B2. B1 is someone that I dated before but eventually friends na lang kasi dont have a thing for B1 eh..walang chemistry...so there.. then one time he started making kwento about this girl which is ok naman sa start kasi we are friends.. pero yung halatang paulit ulit.. irritating naman kasi... we are not that close and di ko kilala yung girl... i really want to ask na... "DO you have other friends pa ba na you can share that story with?" hay... stress!!!..kasi naman the kwentos ewan ko ba if minsan stirr or just to make inggit or ewan ko ba.... then lets move on to B2...
B2... nakilala ko lang somewhere... pero not interested at all... so palawak na lang ng connections... then biglang same as B2 bragging na nagbbring sha ng food sa gusto nya.. ok sabi nya sweet sha.. pero bakit kailangn ko malaman? ummm kasi sweet sha for others pero sa akin not that much.... i can pay for my food... or if may PA na ako papabili ako... hay... am not jelly or anything.. pero those kind of information na we are not that close... um please tell those stories na lang to your friends... coz im really not interested and again we are not that CLOSE.. dont know you that well...hay....

Sinnerman

2008-10-12T08:04:00.001-07:00

ok.... done this but with a different questions.... some are super "PASOK SA BANGA!" but some are also weird..wahahhaa... love doing this kind of stuff.. its like a fortune cookie for me...hehehhe

RULES: 

1. Put your music player on shuffle. 
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer. 
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!

1. IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Crash Into ME bye Dave Mathews Band

2. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?  
Strong Enough bye Sheryl Crow

3. HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY? 
All in your Hands by Duval of Smoking Popes

4. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE? 
Tomorrow by The Rocking Horse Winner

5. WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO? 
Fall on Me by Moonstar88

6. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU? 
Only One Too by Jewel

7. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Danger Zone by Gwen Stefani

8. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN? 
Mariposa by Sugarfree

9. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BESTIE? 
Scooterboy by Mojofly-Kitchie days

10. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE? 
Who Knew by Pink

11. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY? 
Smooth by Matchbox20 with Santana

12. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP? 
Get up Stand up by Bob Marley

13. WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE? 
In Her Bedroom by Big Blue Monkey

14. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU? 
Alright by Kinnie Starr

15. WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING? 
Scotty Doesn't know by Lustra

16. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL? 
Right in Time by Lucinda Williams

17. WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST? 
Follow you Down by Gin Blossoms

18. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR? 
Since U Been GOne by Kelly Clarkson

19. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET? 
A New Tattoo by Urbandub

20. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS? 
Torpe by Barbie Almalbis

21. WHAT WILL BE THE SUBJECT WHEN YOU REPOST? 
Sinnerman- Nina Simone

Rachael Yamagata - Elephants

2008-10-07T11:45:00.000-07:00

discovered this at Arriane's multiply site
this is so poetically delivered....
i love it!

If the elephants have past lives, yet are destined to always remember,
it’s no wonder how they scream,
like you and I, they must have some temper.
And I am dreaming of them on the plains, dirtying up their beds,
watching for some kind of rain to cool their hot heads.
And how dare that you send me that card when I’m doing all that I can do.
You are forcing me to remember when all I want is to just forget you.
If the tiger shall protect her young, then tell me how did you slip by.
All my instincts have failed me for once — I must have somehow slept the whole night.

And I am dreaming of them with their kill, tearing it all apart,
blood dripping from their lips, and teeth sinking in too hard.
And how dare that you say you will call, when you know I need some peace of mind..
If you had to take sides with the animals, won’t you do it with one who is kind?

If the hawks in the trees need the dead, if you’re living you don’t stand a chance.
You can lie there and say you are fed, but there are only two ends to this dance.
You can flee with your wounds just in time, or lie there as he feeds,
watching yourself ripped to shreds and laughing as you bleed.

So for those of you falling in love, keep it kind, keep it good, keep it right.
Throw yourself in the midst of danger, but keep one eye open at night.

do i need this?

2008-10-05T10:39:00.000-07:00

I'm looking for a part-time personal assistant.

Requirements:

-NBI clearance/police clearance/brgy.clearance

-knows how to speak in English is a plus

-Birth Certificate

Job Description

-good personality

- able to keep appointment and scheduling diary.

-mature, reliable and well organized

-presentable

-will be able to wake me up if needed

-will be assisting during shopping days free breakfast/lunch/dinner during these days

usually 2 times a month

-be able to organize my things when needed

-can drive is a plus

salary 1000-2000

hahaha.. i got this idea from my dream... hehheeh oh well already posted this to one free posting site...

wOrDy WoRdS -Sept 08'

2008-10-03T08:46:00.000-07:00

Giving up is such an ugly word
if you didn’t fight for it
Or not given a chance to fight over it

How can I forget when I want to live with it

The memories that made me change
The person that I have become

I can still feel you
I can still remember every details
Every second that I was with you

I can still smell you
Running into my nose trills
Passing through my brain
Igniting the memories that we had

Your not that perfect
But I only see the perfectness through you
Perfect for me to be with
Perfect that I can only be with a person
who is you

lingering the smoke
as it decays my life

sometimes, you can't have what you want when you want it,
but that doesn't mean you can never have it.
Everything takes place at the right time. Its not a NO, its just NOT NOW

a broken magic
can open a naked heart

September Fever

2008-10-01T15:58:00.000-07:00

September 2008 is the best September I've ever had… coz.. Mostly for the past Septembers, I keep telling myself … "wake me up, when September ends.." line.
The list of my wonderful September:

1. Back to my Golf jive…loving it!
2. Birthday Celebration of Mia at her house.. Of course cam whoring is PRESENT!
3. After the celebration we just decided to go to Tagaytay.. Spontaneity alert…wooot woot!
4. Start of my two weeks training of EDI and AI…. Though got sick for the first to third session of AI..waaahh..boo!
5. Joe San Antonio's Birthday bash at Warehouse… a very crazy night!!
6. Nina's Birthday Celebration at Taal/Tagaytay…started to be addicted to WAKEBOARDING!!
7. Other Birthday Celebrants:
a. Fayah's Birthday
b. Regal's Birthday..ahem…treat!!..ahem
c. Pretch's Birthday…hmmm… maybe soon I can visit you there my friend
d. Jen's Birthday aka Jeniperst!!
8. been having lunch with Shanna and Satch with my GXS friends…. Always a fun fun day!

A really really amazing September!!! How I wish it would never end….

starting to quit

2008-09-17T01:40:00.000-07:00

its been 5 days of moi not smoking... well... its because ive been terribly ill but actually it feels great... i think im gonna TRY to stop this nasty habit for good.. =)

Leaving the Tempestuous Kingdom

2008-07-21T08:56:00.000-07:00

I didnt decide to leave this early
but they keep on pushing me
pushing me to the edge of not caring
edge of ending

I hate people who assumes
especially when they dont know me at all
where is your ground of thinking or even judgement
still i cannot do anything about it
thats who you are..who they are...

I know i dont have yet a stonger back fall
but what the fuck!!im not that strong...
strong enough to keep myself from being sane
when all of them are just one big twats

as coffee girl told me...
which is better: peace of mind or material things..
nut in this case...
Peace of mind is really much better...
over having thins Kingdom keep me with insanity...

oh well... im just so sad
that it happens this fast ..
im not sad because they choose someone over me
im sad because they judged me with nothing...

I want you-Im afraid I wont know where to stop

2008-07-14T09:41:00.000-07:00

this is the song or the video that triggers me back to that dark alley again,, shit fuck!!! i hate it!! though for a fact i love this song... loving the hate!!! grrr!!
ok... this song really is talking about my past!!

I want you

Oh my baby baby I love you more than I can tell
I dont think I can live without you
And I know that I never will
Oh my baby baby I want you so it scares me to death
I cant say anymore than I love you
Everything else is a waste of breath
I want you
Youve had your fun you dont get well no more
I want you
Your fingernails go dragging down the wall
Be careful darling you might fall
I want you
I woke up and one of us was crying
I want you
You said young man I do believe youre dying
I want you
If you need a second opinion as you seem to do these days
You can look in my eyes and you can count the ways
I want you
Did you mean to tell me but seem to forget
I want you
Since when were you so generous and inarticulate
I want you
Its the stupid details that my heart is breaking for
Its the way your shoulders shake and what theyre shaking for
Its knowing that he knows you now after only guessing
I want you
Its the thought of him undressing you or you undressing
I want you
He tossed some tatty compliment your way
I want you
And you were fool enough to love it when he said
I want you
I want you
The truth cant hurt you its just like the dark
It scares you witless
But in time you see things clear and stark
I want you
Go on and hurt me then well let it drop
I want you
Im afraid I wont know where to stop
I want you
Im not ashamed to say I cried for you
I want you
I want to know the things you did that we do too
I want you
I want to hear he pleases you more than I do
I want you
I might as well be useless for all it means to you
I want you
Did you call his name out as he held you down
I want you
Oh no my darling not with that clown
I want you
Youve had your fun you dont get well no more
I want you
No-one who wants you could want you more
I want you
Every night when I go off to bed and when I wake up
I want you
I want you
Im going to say it once again til I instill it
I know Im going to feel this way until you kill it
I want you
I want you

stupid#1

2008-07-14T09:33:00.000-07:00

restrictions..
dont know what to do
is that what i feel
i dont actually know what i feel
still
lingering through my bones
flowing through my feeling
the PAST

hunting me...
like darkens in an abysmal hole
non stop dropping..
flowing..

when shall it stop
a better gum that wont waste
till it evaporates

been stupid lately
going back
going tback to that street
peaking...
reminscing..
dreadfully crying..

denial.. acceptance.. forgiving...
not forgetting...
better off or better pising off
both?

no..
im just drunk...
but true enough..
i was there...
i know..
i am still waiting..

stopped crossing

2008-07-14T09:30:00.000-07:00

Cross-Posting
Disable cross-posting between Multiply and Blogger

stopping from cross-posting...
I hate stalkers!!! grrr!!!

McQness

2008-07-06T23:30:00.000-07:00

so, na tag ako ni sega... pero i think na tag na din ako ni lee about this.. pero now lang ako nagka "umph" gumawa..hehehhe

1. Each blogger starts with 10 random facts/habits about themselves.
2. Bloggers who are tagged need to blog about their own 10 random facts/habits.
3. At the end of your blog, tag 10 people and list their names.
4. Don't forget to leave them a comment and tell them that they've been taggged and to read your blog.

McQness

1. when i eat nuts like Nagaraya... I only eat the coated part... then throw the nuts... or give it to someone..hehehe

2. i love collecting jackets.. =)

3. when travelling.. i always sleep... by car, plane or even banka..hehehe

4. when eating.. i dont usually talk.. and i dont like other people touching or putting unwanted things on my plate or without my permission...hehehe

5. i always wash/alchohol/sanitize my hands after touching money...

6. i love indie, crazy, morbid, gruesom films...

7. when i get very angry.. i cry... but after that.... your dead!

8. i hate when people makes you "mukhang tanga" and people who stabs you at the back!! i forgive but defenitely i dont forget!

9. when i scratch my nose or eyes!! grabe may sound!!! this i have to remove na talaga sa system ko..hehehe

10. when im drunk all of my birthmarks turns RED! hihihihi

other than the poeple i tagged... whoever read this.. your automtically tagged!! wahahah

Free stuff is really LOVE!!!!!

2008-06-20T01:34:00.000-07:00

I was talking with my mother.."bonding moments" with her and opened a topic about Lea Salonga in Rodgers and Hammerstein's CINDERELLA..
OMG!!! she has tickets already!!!!! woot woot!!!
I LOVE IT!!! with a plus plus for having the Orchestra Seat!!!! waaaahhh!!! am so excited!!!!

Independence Day=Singleness

2008-06-12T21:29:00.000-07:00

Independence day is about our country getting freedom and all.. but now i am also celebrating my own freedom... I am 1 year single already! Thank GOD!
Before, I was so bitter that it didnt work.. but now I thank God that I was out of that moment!!! My friends were right, it is not worth it... people like them just makes you stronger... oh well.. Cheers to LIFE!..=)

dULL

2008-06-08T13:49:00.000-07:00

I was planning to post a some kinda poem but something changed my mind....
i think it is just because i heard or somebody told me something that flips me out... so i changed my mind and decided not to post it... oh well..
words are really powerful... it even pushed me to change my mind....

showband

2008-06-01T09:19:00.000-07:00

Last Friday, Me and Berna went to Aguinaldo to practice our golf skills.. we met some golfers...we have fairway buddies now..hahaha....
then, went to a Bar at katipunan to eat and drink some beers.. Donna and Diana followed...

That night I told my self.. or we told ourselves that, that band is the worst band EVER!!!

I mean, am not against show bands, but that band is the worst ever talaga!!GRRRR...
the songs supedr LAME, they dance like monkeys plus they shout talaga while singing...hello kaya nga may mic eh!!

then after they sing... they wipe their armpits pa with this good morning towel in front of you!!! erkkkk!!!! EWWWWW talaga!!!

Kaya we cant even talk to each other because of this band... wel.. we tried to request if they can shut off the speakers where we were sitting but they cant, we also tried to ask the waiters to close the door but they cant.. so we asked if until what time will they be singing.. guess what..they are going to sing till 2am!!! grrr!!! so we decided to leave the place!!! for our ears is bleeding because of bad music!!

Lesson learned:
Before you order a bucket of beer or food... you should know and hear first the band that will play so that you can easily transfer to another venue if it SUCKS BIG TIME.. =)

Inevitable Diversification

2008-05-28T07:20:00.000-07:00

It started with an intriguing question for I am the newbie, love, life, style, wants and all those questions that may give these people a hint who am I and which crowd I belong…

The coffee girl is really smart, sassy and friendly that I immediately said to myself that this girl will be one of my friends here at my first LIFE OPENER. Then, the nocturnal girl has a close friend the bromidic innocent.. that’s what I call her.. for even if she is older than me, she is pretty much virgin or innocent on what is happening to her surroundings. After meeting her, at first she seems intimidating for she achieved a lot of things through her academic path. But, for me its not what you achieved along the bumpy road but what you learned and brought with you along the way…even though she has al of those things she keeps her feet on the ground and we had a great mix up aura that we easily get a long for we have the same trippy trips..

As time pass by, we became closer and closer to the point that we can read minds and all that…hehehe…they were the people who helped me adjust to this Life Opener environment that eventually became the Tempestuous Kingdom… Why Tempestuous Kingdom?... because I eventually discover the different kinds of people in this Kingdom and Luckily or Unluckily got to know them very well..

The bromidic innocent became my light.. I ask some points on how to handle stressful things regarding the Tempestuous Kingdom.. she helped me on my decisions and tactics on how to handle them.. well..she has been there for 3yrs already…

The coffee girl, she is some what like my old friends… we jive a lot, we do mostly the same things.. like.. to chill, shop and eat delisyoso foods!!!.. then one time.. she transferred from her safe mode life to an independent life near my pad (3 steps away from my pad..Literally). That’s really exciting for me, because I can bug someone or talk to somebody and not leave my pad….plus free food!!! Well..she has a great knight with her… and I call them eventually mother and dady!! They take good care of me!!! To the max! wahahaha..

Me, the Bromidic innocent and the Coffee girl got a lot of fond memories together.. even if with their significant others.. I love hanging out with them.. they also became my stress reliever and my mentors… they are the few people in this Tempestuous Kingdom that I can trust, get a long with and I may say became my friends..

Now, it is all sinking in to me. They already left the Tempestuous Kingdom and moving on to their new exciting path. The Bromidic innocent decided to leave the Tempestuous Kingdom with her own reasons… I didn’t got a detailed or I may say complete story of the reason why she left the group but all I know is that she got a better offer…anyways, the coffee girl is enjoying her life right now.. she found a new passion that may bring her to a really different environment..the Fashion World…but I really gonna miss her! She is one of the few people I look up to.. I may not see them anymore in this Kingdom and may we encounter many glib-tongued people along the way..that may pull us down ..even side by side.. left and right..just to hinder the almost perfect friendship..but remember you have a choice.. you always have a choice.... but True Friends will be there forever.. without any reason, without pretentions and most of all without any hesitations.. they are just there… a friend…without a doubt…

BEWARE OF A GROUP OF COPS IN MANILA

2008-05-25T11:36:00.000-07:00

Got this from Friendster..thanks Pea!
Oh well... this is one of the reasons why I Hate COPS here in the Philippines!
Though.. not all of them are shitty...some of them are still dedicated to their job..
I hope our government can do something about this.. like train or choose people who are really deserving to be a Cop. shox... I WISH!!

I'D LIKE TO TELL YOU MY SON'S

EXPERIENCE WITH THE MANILA POLICE LAST WEDNESDAY

EVENING AT ABOUT 10PM.

CHRISTIAN WENT TO THE CONDO AT THE CORNER OF VITO

CRUZ AND TAFT AVE. TO RETURN HIS COUSIN'S LAPTOP. HE

HANDED THE LAPTOP TO HIS COUSIN AND WENT BACK TO THE

CAR. WHEN HE GOT TO THE CAR, THERE WAS A COP ASKING HIM

WHAT HE WAS DOING THERE, WHY HE WAS PARKED ON A NO

PARKING AREA. CHRISTIAN SAID, IF IT WAS A NO PARKING AREA

WHY IS IT THAT THERE ARE A LOT OF CARS PARKED. THE COP SAID

OPEN YOUR TRUNK AND CHRIS ASKE, WHY YOU HAVE A WARRANT.

ANYWAY, THE CAR DOORS AND WINDOWS WERE OPEN AND

ANOTHER COP SEARCHED THE INTERIOR WHILE ANOTHER

OPEND THE TRUNK. IN THE TOOLBOX THEY FOUND THE

PLASTIC END OF SPARK PLUGS. THE COP SAID PARAPHARNELIA.

THE SAME COP BROUGHT TO THE TRUNK USED PLASTIC SACHETS OF

SHABU AND STARTED TO SHOUT DRUGS TO, DRUGS.

SO THEY TOOK CHRISTIAN AND YOU KNOW WHERE, TO THE ATM OF BPI.

THEY SAW HIS CARD AND ASKED HIM TO WITHDRAW ALL HIS MONEY.

FORTUNATELY HE DOES NOT KEEP HIS MONEY THERE. ONLY HIS SALARY

IS DEPOSITED THERE. SO THE COPS WERE INISTING THAT HE WAS A USER.

AND MY SON WAS SAYIN DO A TEST NOW SO THEY'LL SEE IF HE'S POSITIVE.

HE SAID I CANT WORK IN MANDARIN AS A CHEF IF I;M A USER. HE SAID HE

HAD TO GET POLIICE, NBI, BARANGAY, COURT AND MEDICAL CLEARANCE

BEFORE HE COULD START WORKING.

SO THE POLICE TOOK HIM TO THE HEADQUARTERS AT UN AVE. AND THERE

FORCED HIM TO EAT SHABU. IT TOOK A WHILE BEFORE HE ATE IT. SIX COPS

WERE PUNCHING HIM AND SCARING HIM WITH THEIR GUNS. TILL THR POOR

GUY PEED IN HIS PANTS OF FEAR. HE HAD TO SWALLOW THE DRUG. THEN THE

COPS STARTED TO LAUGH. NOW WE'LL SEE IF YOU ARE NEGATIVE OF SHABU.

200,000PHP AND WE'LL LET YOU GO. OR THIS WILL BE AT THE FISCALS OFFICE

IN THE MORNING .CALL YOUR FRIENDS AND PARENTS. THIS ORDEAL STARTED

AT 10PM. HE WAS ABLE TO CALL ME AT 5AM THE FOLLOWING DAY. POOR SON

OF MINE WAS REALLY TRAUMATIZED. A FRIEND OF HIS CAME WITH TWENTY

THOUAND THE COPS GRABBED IT AND LET HIM GO AS IF NOTHING HAPPENED.

I WAS IN LIPA ALL THE TIME THIS WAS HAPPENNING. CHRIS LATER FOUND OUT

FROM HIS COUSIN THAT SEVEN OF HER FRIENDS WERE ALSO APPREHENDED BY

THE SAME GROUP OF COPS AND ALSO TOOK THEM TO THEIR ATM'S. THEY GOT

ALL THEIR MONEY IN THE ACCOUNT. THIS COP IS CAPT.MENDOZA OF THE MOBIL

GROUP AND SARGENT GAVINO.

YOU GUYS KNOW INFLUENTIAL PEOPLE IN THE SERVICE, PLS LET THEM KNOW

ABOUT THIS.I WOULD ALSO LIKE FOR THEM TO GIVE THE MONEY THEY TOOK

BACK TO MY SON SO HE COULD GIVE IT BACK TO HIS FRIEND. THE MORE PEOPLE

KNOW ABOUT THIS SO CALLED POLICE OFFICERS THE BETTER. THIS IS THE TYPE

OF GOVERNMENT THAT WE HAVE NOW. DISARM THE POPULATION AND THIS TYPE

OF ABUSE HAPPENS. THANKS AND PASS IT ON.

BOB

Latest some some.. April-May

2008-05-15T04:18:00.000-07:00

Where should I start... i really dont know how to start for it seems a lot has been hapenning...oh well... here are some some of whats happening lately to moi..

April:

1. Cabuyao plant trip with Cel, Riz and Joe

2. Graduation of Shanna and Satchie!! Congrats guys!! Im so proud of you!!

3. Aimi left the Philippines and back to her homeland Japan!! I miss my haponesa!

4. Birthday of Vicky, Rosey Mon-mon and Dady(Randy)

May:

1. Destroyed Cel’s phone so we have to change it… im so sorry morther..=(

2. Birthday bash of Bernatot!!! Mwah!

3. Yka’s and Gabs Birthday..then later on for my Brother Joe H., Jam and Adrian’s Birthday

4. Cel’s photoshoot-from erick's eyes!!!

The new makeup artist Cel Maglana

Hmmm.. I had lots of fun…. I really wanna share more.. but im so lazy tamad to put every details…. Oh well.. Life is so Great!!! Relax and enjoy the ride!!!!

Fun Flicker Thingy

2008-04-30T08:48:00.000-07:00

These are the rules:

Go to www.flickr.comType in your answer (to each of the questions below) on the search engine
Choose a photo from the first page (of the list of matches to your answer) only
Copy+paste the html of your chosen photo onto your blog/answer sheet, or save the photo in your computer and then copy+paste it onto your blog
After answering all the questions, tag others with a smile

What is your name?What is your favorite food?

What school did you go to?
What is your favorite color?

What is your favorite drink?

What/Where is your dream vacation?

What is your favorite desert?

Who/What do you love most in the world?

What do you want to be when you grow up?

What is the one world to describe you?

What do you dream about?

From: Cel

Adele - Chasing Pavements IN SYNCH

2008-04-18T19:48:00.000-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qz7vGW2_5c0

got this from Garrett.. her song are such an afternoon songs...i like it

Quote for the month

2008-04-11T15:15:00.000-07:00

no one falls in love by choice, only by chance..

no one stays in love by chance, only with work..

no one falls out of love by chance, only by choice..

got this from Mariel... PERFECT!!! no excuses... no need for explanations...

An Anathema of a Broken Soul by JC Soriano

2008-04-03T14:13:00.000-07:00

Apr 3, '08 8:01 AM
for everyone

It comes like a storm
right after a peaceful sunny day
wrecking souls
destroying lives
breaking smiles.

An Anathema

a painful goodbye to the sweetest serenade
tears only go down, never otherwise
the fire dies

A Broken soul

Everything fades... even gold
even ink blots.. even blood
and even love...

and although it is painful to admit
poetry has lost its touch
to your soul

An anathema

Life goes on
but now only to withstand pain
yet you.... still you...

Your numbness is an anathema to the broken soul.
--JC Soriano

wensha? wersha?

2008-03-11T20:07:00.000-07:00

ok... i havent been blogging about my recent experiences for the past 3 months so before i post my blog about my new cam, binyag, and hk trip all i have to say now is.... free stuff is lurv!!!!

we are going here na..as in now na... because CEL is sick!!! i know i should feel bad for her but mother(cel) and dady-yo (cel's bf-randy) will treat me here....wensha spa!!! woot woot!!!
there...we have to go.... booyeah!!!!!

Lykke Li "I'm Good, I'm Gone"

2008-03-04T18:59:00.000-08:00

Thanks Blanchefor introducing me to this Band!!!
They are so great!!!!
Luvs it!!!

lets see..

2008-01-28T09:31:00.000-08:00

Ive been thinking lately...

whats next..

I know that Im in a great working environment now..
the work, the career, colleagues who i address as my friends now..
but do i have to stay and wait for my career to move a long
or do i have to see whats out there and take the risk to explore more opportunities..
or maybe this feeling is just for the moment for many of us are moving on...

what to do...what to do..
hmmm...
thinking again...

oh well...
lets see.. lets see...

Filipino Millionaire-from Jaime

2008-01-11T05:51:00.000-08:00

Filipino Millionaire Parks His Ferrari in NY

A Filipino walks into a bank in New York City and asks for the loan officer. He tells the loan officer that he is going to the Philippines on business for two weeks and needs to borrow $5,000. The bank officer tells him that the bank will need some form of security for the loan, so the Filipino hands over the keys of a new Ferrari.

The car is parked on the street in front of the bank. The Filipino produces the title and everything checks out. The loan officer agrees to accept the car as collateral for the loan. The bank's president and its officers all enjoy a good laugh at the Pinoy for using a $250,000 Ferrari as collateral against a $5,000 loan. An employee of the bank then drives the Ferrari into the bank's underground garage and parks it there.

Two weeks later, the Pinoy returns, repays the $5,000 and the interest, which comes to $15.41. The loan officer says, "Sir, we are very happy to have had your business, and this transaction has worked out very nicely, but we are a little puzzled. While you were away,we checked you out and found that you are a multimillionaire. What puzzles us is, why would you bother to borrow $5,000?"

The Pinoy replies: "Where else in New York City can I park my car for two weeks for only $15.41 and expect it to be there when I return."

James Parmis - http://www.Home-Business.tk

What Michelle McQ Means

2008-01-08T01:31:00.000-08:00

What Michelle McQ Means

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.
You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.
You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.
You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.
A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

People see you as a complete enigma, and only you truly understand who you are.
You spend most of your time introspecting and seeking truth.
You're a very interesting person... but not many people know you enough to realize it.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

The day I fell in love

2008-01-07T04:42:00.000-08:00

The day i fell in love...
is the day my heart start trembling...
Im not used to this feeling...
scared but convinced feeling

A sweet, loyal and perfect male
that can surely makes me happy
I really fell in love with him! BIG TIME!!!
Love you Ceazar!!! Mwahness!!!

It is so Me....

2008-01-05T19:50:00.000-08:00

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Urbandub - Guillotine

2007-12-31T19:30:00.001-08:00

Amazingly PERFECT!!!

BAZAAR BAZAAR BAZAAR!!

2007-12-10T03:01:00.000-08:00

Im totally finished buying Christmas gifts for everybody..I even have extra gifts....
BUT!! it im still addicted on going to bazaar wherever it is... I LOVE IT!!!!

AM I READY?

2007-12-05T16:59:00.000-08:00

one BIG STEP for ME....yikees!!!

ITS CHRISTMAS!!!

2007-12-05T16:35:00.000-08:00

shox!! its Christmas season already!!! well yeah.... have been buying weird gifts to friends and love oneS!wahahah..I really love buying gifts for others... i love it!!!

Last last weekend, went to PICC with Sega and my mom to have an international bazaar there!! it was great but it didnt stop us to go to World trade also to check the stuffs there! wahahah
then we decided to visit MOA just to hang around... then went to ATC to meet up with Mia and Joj... after roaming around and taking sega a mini tour at ATC, we decided to got to churche then SEX(sinangag express) i love BF!!!

Then, last weekend..well its Family Day so went to Alabang Bazaar with Cel! I love what i got!! its an OC-OC stuff.... luvs it!!!! then we went to ATC to walk around!! shox i luv ATC!!! i miss it too...waaahhh.... well ive been awake that day for 48 hours so why not!!..hahhaha

whew!!! I love shopping!!! but ofcourse i need money to spend though..... i hope I can buy my christmas gift for myself this year! so CEL!!!! 2 gives na lang..wahahahah!!!

this coming saturday.. me and frey are going to World trade for this world bazaar?..wahahah I dont know the exact something something but im surely going!!! wahahaha but first i need to get my friggn ATM card!!! waaaah!!!

DESKYTOPY!!

2007-11-20T20:53:00.000-08:00

Cel tagged me.. so what the hell... im gonna blog this....hehehe... even though my desktop is one lame-O one...hehhee

So, am not doing anything now.... im just plain bored and hungry... at my taskabr, im currently playing some emo songs through itunes, talking to cel and jules and ofcourse facebook!!! wahahaha

I have this wallpaper since 2nd yr college so..its cool..back to basics..hehehe.. i so LOVE this wallpaper!!! I wanna be like her!(physically and playing bass guitar)hahhaa

TAGGED: Freya, Gabs, Yka.... dont have many friends blogging...cel and arandy are ofcourse doing each others' tagging..so there...

Rules:

Upon receiving this tag, immediately perform a screen capture of your desktop. It is best that no icons be deleted before the screen capture so as to add to the element of fun.
Post the picture in your blog. You can also give a short explanation on the look of your desktop just below it if you want. You can explain why you preferred such look or why is it full of Icons, things like that
Tag five of your friends and ask them to give you a Free View of their desktop

2nd orga =)

2007-11-15T17:30:00.000-08:00

Yipeee!!! Got my new starbux organizer today!!! hey hey!!! Loves it!!! But the most special thing here is.. I got with the Help of my friends!!!! Loves it!!! Thanks Cel, Aimi, Mady, Shanna, Sega, Aina , and Ris for the stickers!! wahahahha Loves it!!! Loves it!!! Loves it!!!!

SuPeR sUnDaY!!!

2007-11-12T18:51:00.000-08:00

I had a BLAST last Sunday

Woke up at 11am then went to 69 Alabang Hills for my Bestfriend’s Despedida partee!!! Shox… Im gonna miss her so much….. waahh Bes!!! Well I hope that your gonna be alright there!! Study Hard bes!! BREAK A NECK!!!

Afterwards me,aimi,mady and shanna chilled at starnux to get me some freackn stickers..hehehe..well.. got some few more pictures though..hehhehe we are such camwhore!!!

Then I immediately picked up Jules at Rockwell which she is not familiar with so she got lost there but fortunately thanks to cellphones she found her way out of the mall the mango side and we got going to shang to pick up cel..hehhee then straight o Trinoma… its nice there pala.. its like ATC with a twist..hahhaa… I really want to shop there soon but its too far north!!! Hmmm… Hey CEL family day!!! Heheheh

Then here we go.. the RED BOX! The team were there .. we had food, drinks, billiards and karaoke! Hahahha ofcourse the karoke wont be over for us without singing the stop by spicegirls.wahahhaa here we go again… the camwhore of RTCIS..wahahhaa… ofcourse with our professional cameraman Erick..hehhee hun!!! Hahhaha

After that some of us decided to go to Quatro..im so virgin at that place but it was amazing..got another margarita and a mucho!! It is really a mucho beer man!!! My wrist hurts because of drinking through that mucho glass..wahahah

After Quatro dropped off Erick, Jules , Kuya Roy and Papa Jeff and I call it a day!!! But before sleeping… I decided to check my facebook and racedsome people there..how addict can I get!!! Wahahha oh well… what an awesome day!!! Booyeah!!!

fun fun Saturday!!=)

2007-11-10T13:49:00.000-08:00

I had a great day today, Went to the Anniv Mass of Days With The Lord with Aina and Trix. My first time since ive become a Dazer. It was great. I also had a chance to meet polpol, isa, abu, anj, cheboy and the others… well I miss them…=)
Afterwards, we went to Pier1 at ortigas for Guads’ birthday inuman..hehehe… it was fun. Me, aina, trix,sega, joe and guads’ friends..I had a beer and a starbux…hehhehe.. and I met someone also… hmmm….trix!! fishy fishy….hehehhe
Life is so amazing… well… it is really complicated but transparent..Well.. life must go on… Im glad I had a chitchat with polpol even though we only had a few minutes to talk to each other but it was great talking to her and also isa.. I hope everything is ok now with you guys.=)
Oh well.. I hope we can see each other again soon… Miss you guys!!!

FEB oh FEB!!!

2007-11-04T06:51:00.000-08:00

I cant wait for February!!! Out of the country trip with my friends!!! whoohoo!!!! its so far pa... but im so excited already!!!!
GOSH!!! I have 3 months to have someone to be with me there!!! shox!!!
but.. if i dont get someone... I told Aina to get me drunk and I can be with them sa room... me without disturbing them... hahaha...oh welll.. with someone or none... I will definitely have some fun there for im with my friends!!! yipppeeee!!!!

immature predator

2007-10-19T06:29:00.000-07:00

Gosh... Im not that mature to know all the things happening around me but im old enough to know what is wrong and right.. i know my limitations and i also know if somebody is planning to do nasty in the future..

Well, this immature predator is acting crazy again.. making excuses for the faults she made.. pulling people down so that she can get what she wants... acting up as a very sensitive person but actually its just her insecurities..

i hate people like this immature predator... the are really good on pulling people down and building their confidence out of that so that they can GRAB their goals...
Not everything is always about you....

Well.. all i can say to this person is GROW UP and get a life!

Goodbye to you

2007-10-14T19:14:00.000-07:00

Of all the things I've believed in,
I just want to get it over with,
tears form behind my eyes,
but I do not cry,
counting the days that pass me by.

I've been searchin' deep down in my soul;
words that I'm hearin' are starting to get old,
it feels like I'm starting all over again,
The last three years were just pretend,
and I said...

Goodbye to you,
goodbye to everything I thought I knew,
You were the one I loved,
the one thing that I tried to hold onto.

I still get lost in your eyes,
and it seems that I can't live a day without you,
closing my eyes,
and you chase my thoughts away,
to a place where I am blinded by the light,
but it's not right.

Goodbye to you,
goodbye to everything I thought I knew,
You were the one I loved,
the one thing that I tried to hold on to.

Ooh whoa....
and it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time,
I want what's yours and I want what's mine,
I want you,
but I'm not giving in this time.

Goodbye to you,
goodbye to everything I thought I knew,
You were the one I loved,
the one thing that I tried to hold onto
Goodbye to you, (goodbye to you)
goodbye to everything I thought I knew, (goodbye to you)
You were the one I loved,
the one thing that I tried to hold onto,
(the one thing that i tried to hold onto)
the one thing that I tried to hold onto.
(the one thing that i tried to hold onto)

Oh, oh whoa, oh, oh (one thing that i tried to hold onto)
and when the stars fall I will lie awake,
you're my shooting star.

- Michelle Branch, Goodbye to you

crazy first week of october

2007-10-13T02:36:00.000-07:00

Thursday: after work... went to Greenhills to meet up with Las Cha and Joe but unfortunately Cha isnt there yet so me and Las went to Tien-something its like a northpark bar near Jay-jays so we went there to eat and drink a beer.. updated las on what is happening to me and the others for we dont see each other that often because of work.. after drinking I decided to sleep over at Joe's place to hang out with them.. gosh its like the depressed people HQ! waahahha

Joe: mahirap di ba yung minahal mo ng sobra pero hindi mo na mapagkakatiwalaan...
McQ: mas mahirap naman kung binagay mo lahat na inaayos mo na buhay mo ayon sa kanya pero bibiglang di ka na mapanindigan kunwari pero yun pala may iba na shang mahal
Cha: mas malupit naman ang ibubuhos mo ang buhay mo sa isang tao at kaya mong iba lahat sa kanya pero alam mo namana na kahit kailan hindi ka nya mamahalin...

the DRAMA the DRAMA!!! wahahaha.. downer med from Joe....hehhe

Friday: picked up Aina at her house then went to one san miguel to get Joe's certificate...may i add... "My Friend is a designer her name is Joe San Antonio" hello!!! She won the Preview something event..hehhee luvs it!
Then we went to my place to take a bath then went to Glorrieta to meet up with Marion then went to Greenhills for Aina and Joe's family dinner and for me to make pa open line my second phone..hehhee I have sun na!!! yipee!!!
After that ...we went to Peri -Peri to drink beer..plus ofcourse picture picture... me, aina,cha,marion, joe,nina,sega,guads,bobsie and her friend..then we decided to have fun at a karoake place there at promenade....shox!!! its so damn fun!!!

Saturday: Me and Freya went to Rockwell to eat lunch at Cafe Med then window shopping a little bit then went to a spa...shox its so relaxing.. I Luv it!!!! then we hang again at rockwell to burn some time.. then went to the office to wait for our amigos and amigas for our mini dinner session...hehhee..but after eating at Chillipeppers.. we decided to drink and have fun at Music 21...man!!! its sooooo fun!!! hahhaha... after that, me jules, mars and kuya roy decided to hang at starbux valero to chitchat with rosey... gosh we ended like 5 in the morning..hahhaah im so sabog!!! so i decided to take a bath then go straight to the office and sleep there...wahahhaa
how sabog can I get rigtht

Sunday: after work..me and my girl pals have this family day.. our agenda... bazzar day at intercon...shox all i bought was this delicious steak and cel is going to cook it for us for our lunch toms... then we ate at Ave at glorrietta with me and the 2 couples..shox 4th wheel man!!but its all great....wahahha..

Awesome Beat Box Joseph at "Nouvelle star"

2007-10-03T10:43:00.000-07:00

I got addicted to beat box because of ISAz brother and BOBCz bro also...waaahh.. this one is great too.. check it out...

Buhay from Pilo

2007-10-03T10:01:00.000-07:00

Kuntento ka na bang mabuhay ng walang
kasama,

O pinipigilan mo na lang ang sarili mo
dahil takot ka na?

Pinili mo bang magkaganito para hindi
ka na magkamali at may masaktan,

O naguguluhan ka na sa mga bagay na
wala rin naman patutunguhan at
kasiguraduhan?

Maraming panahon na rin ang nagdaan,

Hind i mo alam kung siya pa ay
matatagpuan

Ngayon hindi mo na alam kung kaya mo
pang panindigan

Mg a bagay na lihim mong dinaramdam

Ku ng may darating pa kaya o lagi lang
napapadaan.. .

O hindi ka lang nakukuntento sa kung
ano ang nandyan...

Ma saya ka bang mabuhay sa anino ng iba

Na makita ang sarili mong hindi mo na
makilala...

Kaya ba naisip mong mas mabuti pang
mag isa,

Malayo sa gulo, kamunduhan at
panghuhusga...

Wala namang masama na piliin mamuhay
ng ganito,

Pero may mga panahong parang
masisiraan ka na ng ulo...

Paano kung sa isang iglap ng buhay
mong nagsosolo

May pagsubok na hahamunin ang puso
mong sa tagal ng panahon ay naging bato

Bakit lumalambot ka pa kahit bato ka
na???

B akit ngayon pa kung kailan akala mo'y
masaya ka na...

Bakit hindi ka na masaya ngayon kapag
mag isa ka...

Bakit kahit sa isip lang kailangan
nandun sya...

Hindi mo alam kung handa ka nang
sagutin ang mga tanong na yan

Dahil alam mong wala ka namang
pinanghaha wakan...

Ang mahalaga ay masaya ka at
nakakapagpasay a ka...

At alam mo ring ganon din ang nasa
isip nya

Kung may hangganan man ang pagiging
masaya ng may kasama...

Wal a kang magagawa dahil iyon ang
nakatadhana.. .

Kung sa huli ang saya ay gawin nyang
luha

Ngumiti ka lang at sabihing: "Kaya ko
pa ring mag-isa pero hindi ibig
sabihin na ayos lang sakin na wala
ka..."
Anuman ang kahinatnan ng mga bagay na
iyong pinagdaraanan

Sa huli masasabi mong mabuti pa rin
sayo ang kapalaran...

Dahil iginuhit itong kasama ang
kanyang pangalan...

I sang bagay na hindi mo na
malilimutan...

kayuman ay magkatuluyan

o hanggang kaibigan

lang ...

My Patronus

2007-10-03T02:34:00.000-07:00

Key Frey

2007-10-02T10:12:00.000-07:00

Frey gave me these colorful key jacket... I love it!!! its so cutie!!!
I can now distinguish which is which the key is for... =)
Thanks Freya!!! mwah!

Superhero from Ivo

2007-10-02T04:14:00.000-07:00

You are Wonder Woman

Wonder Woman		77%
The Flash		75%
Green Lantern		75%
Superman		70%
Supergirl		62%
Spider-Man		60%
Robin		55%
Iron Man		50%
Batman		45%
Catwoman		40%
Hulk		25%

You are a beautiful princess
with great strength of character.

Click here to take the "Which Superhero are you?" quiz...

REMEDY.....

2007-09-30T05:31:00.000-07:00

had a blast yesterday!!!
the amigas had a small reunion at Mocha blends.. which is awesome! I really miss the College days..hay... we just chatted and chatted and so on... whew... miss them so much!
then after our dinner date...
I decided to go to BOBs party =)
coz i lurv bob so i went there...thanks to mia and car-car.... the helped me out for the directions!...
man! its farview talga but it is worth it! =)
Had 2 beers and a shot of tequila.. loves it!
after 5 days of sickness... here i go again but everything is totally worth it!
I love my friends!
well they are really my remedy...
may i add... i don't have fever now..=)

too sick to function..

2007-09-27T02:18:00.003-07:00

I have a fever, soar throat, severe headache and a broken heart...ay kasama yun...

Percentage of the cause of my sickly sickness:
60%-stress from thinking all these things...
20%-bad weather
20%- dirty air from my car aircon

reminisce

2007-09-19T18:38:00.000-07:00

Talked to mon-mon earlier…

Shox.. I hate to reminisce lately.. but I got a very great past but it really ended up all of the sudden just because of someone you really love…already had a connection with someone else

yah we broke up but it is still complicated... hell yah!! its complicated because for 4 years it ended with too many questions without any answers...well there are few stupid answers...

It was really nice talking to her through YM…

Whew I hope in the future everything is gonna be alright… well.. lately ive been very stable with my feeling right now… anger?…hmmm not really… its just more on the bitter side…

You cant really forget something so perfect, so steady, so loving and stable that ended up really soon.. Perfect meaning.. you already setup your life with that person in every single way and fixed your mind and soul for the future but everything changes… in just one click everything dumped into trash…. Im having a hard time lately to describe what love is… I mean ive experienced this perfect love but it isn’t enough… well… maybe I should just let love explain it to me when it comes my way….

jigger jules

2007-09-16T18:01:00.000-07:00

Singapore jigger... fresh from singapore given by JULES!! I love it!!!! hehhehe.. ..

Thanks JULES for the wonderful pasalubong!!! luv yah!!! mwah!!

one hypocritical monster #5!!!!

2007-09-16T15:38:00.000-07:00

CRP (9/14/2007 10:06:12 PM): may connection lang
CRP (9/14/2007 10:06:21 PM): just like what i had with you

He said she said..
you are right about that...
am sorry dear..
you may be confused of something...
when you are committed you must or should be able to be loyal enough to that person..
and not piece by piece.. telling her that what if we can be friends and then forgeting your anniversary and saying the wrong date because of remembering this persons brithday...
and then now you are telling me that you have connection with this july 7 person...
i think you better connect to an animal for animals wont be hurt if you are tired of loving them with certain levels...
c'mon am not that stupid for not finding out that your just doing this so that people wont hate you because of the betrayal, two timing, insensitve and hypocritical monster that you are!

CRP(9/14/2007 9:45:16 PM): alam mo naman ako
CRP (9/14/2007 9:45:25 PM): mahirap ma earn trust ko

I know..
you are so good of gainig trusts of people even though your just playing with them=straighforwardly=DECEIVING them! and now your are complaining that it is hard to gain your trust!!! how ironic is that!!

CRP (9/14/2007 10:01:04 PM): mahirap din magbago nararamdaman ko sayo
CRP (9/14/2007 10:01:20 PM): ibang level na nga lang but the love is still there..and care

so now..
ther is certain level regarding love... sorry i didnt know that love may have levels...
your just one heartless selfish person..
its just like the line: i need you because i love you.. but yours is just the other way around..
i think you are so insensitive enough that you may want me to be your safe mode..
sorry to break this but i loathe you!!
I hate you as far as i despise you!

You may have change but in a very bad way... immaturity, insensitivity and hypocricy thats what you gained...

all i know is that you are full of shit... you are even worse than the BUNNY you know!

me...
bitter ...yes..
regretting...yes...
will move on ... hopefully yes...

may God bless you..
and may you be sure that the one guiding you is GOD and not the one down there!

Praningning

2007-09-16T14:56:00.000-07:00

am I or am not?..
yikeesss...
still drinking coke!!...

waaaahhhh....

sicky-sick

2007-09-12T15:21:00.000-07:00

I feel so sick today.. waahhh.. i don t know if im gonna go home to laguna or not.. hmm
LAGUNA: free food, maid, clean sheets, big bed, tv, but its 2 hrs travel time..
MAKATI: near, no food, shity things all around... alone

hmmm i think i might go home later....hehehhe...... waaahh.......... but if im gonna go home later... i must come back here at friday to cover jules' shift... shox... i hope im not yet dead by then...
hehehe...

hmm later im gonna post my ever so back to the past days chats with cel... wahahhaa with the hypocritical monster in our lives or should i say.. pathetic shit eater posers of our lives...hhehhehe

game!!!

2007-09-03T16:36:00.000-07:00

hmmm... my jive is comming back!!! whoopeee...
im leaving the pressure now...
whatever will be will be...

hmmm...

2007-08-19T04:52:00.000-07:00

shoxx... i met someone yesterday.. gosh that person is amazing.. I think i like this person..hmmmm.... let see let see....=p

Alone-QLC

2007-08-17T05:20:00.000-07:00

Alone in an abysmal depression, wondering when will it end.... they told me that I am just in a phase of my quarterly life crisis... hmmm.. maybe Iam....

an everyday life with a bunch of people you need to be comfy with but... all i can do is think... are they real... real in the sense of their true personality... but sometimes im in a room of a new classmates that form their selves into a group that you dont even know if you are allowed to mingle with them... maybe because you are different, maybe because they just forgot of being sensitive?.. or they are just trained to be that way or just plain used of being with their own kinds?.. well is it bad to be kind enough and as what lilo and stitch always say.. nobody is left behind... but some actually do this.. they are sensitive enough to adjust or have a heart that everyone is having fun and everyone is together... well that is what i miss... oh well... let see if this is where i should be...

it is also hard of having a hard time in life, love life, and work without your family to be there always to comfort you... thats how i was trained.. to be independent.. but having this crisis is so hard to surpass for you are always thinking about what have you done wrong, why is it like this.. my what ifs.... and a lot more... whewww.. this is tiring....well...lucky for me..i still have my friends to be there for me... oh life.... think positive mcq.....
oh well...
whatever will be will be.......

2007-08-03T19:41:00.000-07:00

I hate forcing my self to let go of one person that I need in my life,
its the only thing that makes sense but at the same time, its the same thing
that complicates me.

I know that I'm better off with out that person, yet I feel empty
whenever I try to let go. But I guess that emptyness is better than constant hurt...
-Shanna Maling

My Uks trip

2007-08-03T19:34:00.000-07:00

July 30

After my work as in SHIFT-C. Went straight to Bambang with Shanna to eplore the amazing shopping spree of ukay-ukay but unfortunately its more expensive there than my ukay ukay shopping spree at Laguna so i didnt bought anything...wahhhhh.. then went to United Nation to check the ukay-ukay there and its the same and much more expensive... I love though the choices there but its too local size.. (I mean Philippine size).. too small for me... waahhhh so we ended up eating at glorietta and then went back home to rest... whew... what an ukay trip... fun but tiring man!!!!whew!!!!

My VIsual DNA

2007-07-30T11:31:00.000-07:00

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This Too Shall Pass-India Arie

2007-07-23T16:52:00.001-07:00

I've achieved so much in life,
but I'm an amateur in love
My bank account is doing just fine
but my emotions are bankrupt

My body is nice and strong
but my heart is in a million pieces
When the sun is shining so am I
but when night falls, so do my tears

Sometimes the beat is so loud in my heart
that I can barely tell our voices apart
Sometimes the fear is so loud in my head
that I can barely hear what God says

but then I hear a whisper that this too shall pass
I hear the angels whisper that this too shall pass
my ancestors whisper that this day will one day be the past
so I walk in faith that this too shall pass

The one that loved me the most
turned around and hurt me the worst
Been doing my best to move on
but the pain just keeps singing me songs

My head and my heart are at war
cause love ain't happening the way I want it
Feel like I'm about to break down
can't hear the light at the end of the tunnel
is when I pray for healing in my heart
to be put back together what is torn apart
and I pray for quiet in my head
that I can hear clearly what GOD says
but then I hear a whisper that this too shall pass
I hear the angels whisper that this too shall pass
my ancestors whisper that this day will one day be the past
so I walk in faith that this too shall pass

All of a sudden I realized
that it only hurts worst to fight it
So I embrace my shadow and hold on to the morning light

this too shall pass...

I hear the angels whisper that trouble don't have to last always
I hear the angels whisper even the day after tomorrow will one day be yesterday
I hear my angels whisper
I hear my angels whisper
this too shall pass

Goodbye

2007-07-23T13:37:00.000-07:00

I dont believe in GOODBYES but now..
I dont believe in FOREVER neither...

KARMA COMA...PERIOD...

sony bravia

2007-07-22T14:03:00.000-07:00

Heartbeats- Jose Gonzalas (original song was by The Knife)
got this from Honey's page

IPhone

2007-07-22T13:26:00.001-07:00

wahahaha.. this is funny!!!

Now..

2007-07-22T11:56:00.000-07:00

Everything is so blurry...
But I know now what to do...
Doing those thing
will surely not with my heart too...

inseperable, perfect, steady
thats what I used to say
to those asking me
whats up with you guys today?

but I should now change it
and say: Im forgetting about it...

years of commitment
but sudden change of mind set
just one click it could be different
just me to neglect

Im just expecting for the worst
and hoping for the best

Someday I will love thee
A person who will be
the one next to me
and give love back at me

Change...

2007-07-19T10:34:00.000-07:00

Summer at last

Oceans still left to cross

Cast away

On a moment

A friendly word

Whispers left unheard

On a shelf

Out of mind and out of reaching

The change in me

The change in you

Funny how fragile changes

Seasons rise

Seasons fall

Pass me by

Ocean left to cry

No one knows

Where the hurt is

A hidden smile

I know ill be all right

The sun will shine

Close my eyes and feel you breathing

dont know why?

2007-07-18T15:41:00.000-07:00

It all started on a simple question why? why does this happen? why it changed? why suddenly your giving up? why suddenly you decided to let go?
Now what... I dont really know where to start... but for sure.. its still there... still waiting for some closure or clearance from all these questions.. maybe i should move on and be friends with you or not... may be just to move on and forget about you... or may be i should wait for you to come back and for you to realize that after all we can still hold on...-JULY

Margarita day at ATC

2007-07-16T13:50:00.000-07:00

Super boring sunday... so Cel and moi decided to go somewhere so... we went to ATC to eat and hangout before i go to work...
Man!! its Sunday!! its Friggn family day... lots of people..specially crazy children.. GOD!!!
The agenda of our Family day at atc:
ate at FRIDAYS but didnt drink margarita there coz its too expensive
walked around .... bought a pair of havyz..... its so cute... also o bought some bracelets for us and cel bought a tube top for her seductive zara clothes!!! SOooooo RK!!!
then straight to GERRY's to have some margarita with some yummy foods on the side..a baked scallops and pusong adobo something..its good man!!!then straight to coffee bean to suibside our tipsyness ....got a double vanilla tea latte!!! I love it!!!
after those crazy things we did down south we went back to makati... dropped cel at her place and then went to work... wheeww.... what a day..hehheeh I had fun! MARGARITA is relaxing love!!!

McQsTaRr

bye bye

im back....i t hink....

still awake...again...

if you love someone, ask for nothing..

MESMERIZED

My October fest 08'

Not Interested

Sinnerman

Rachael Yamagata - Elephants

do i need this?

wOrDy WoRdS -Sept 08'

September Fever

starting to quit

Leaving the Tempestuous Kingdom

I want you-Im afraid I wont know where to stop

stupid#1

stopped crossing

McQness

Free stuff is really LOVE!!!!!

Independence Day=Singleness

dULL

showband

Inevitable Diversification

BEWARE OF A GROUP OF COPS IN MANILA

Latest some some.. April-May

Fun Flicker Thingy

Adele - Chasing Pavements **IN SYNCH**

Quote for the month

An Anathema of a Broken Soul by JC Soriano

wensha? wersha?

Lykke Li "I'm Good, I'm Gone"

lets see..

Filipino Millionaire-from Jaime

What Michelle McQ Means

The day I fell in love

It is so Me....

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Get to know yourself better

Urbandub - Guillotine

BAZAAR BAZAAR BAZAAR!!

AM I READY?

ITS CHRISTMAS!!!

DESKYTOPY!!

2nd orga =)

SuPeR sUnDaY!!!

fun fun Saturday!!=)

FEB oh FEB!!!

immature predator

Goodbye to you

crazy first week of october

Awesome Beat Box Joseph at "Nouvelle star"

Buhay from Pilo

My Patronus

Key Frey

Superhero from Ivo

REMEDY.....

too sick to function..

reminisce

jigger jules

one hypocritical monster #5!!!!

Praningning

sicky-sick

game!!!

hmmm...

Alone-QLC

My Uks trip

My VIsual DNA

This Too Shall Pass-India Arie

Goodbye

sony bravia

IPhone

Now..

Change...

dont know why?

Margarita day at ATC

Adele - Chasing Pavements IN SYNCH