bye bye

im leaving...

wont post anything here..

Thanks anyways...

im back....i t hink....

shox.... i didnt blog for the longest time!!! im not that busy nor lazy.... im i think i dont really have time to blog.... because of these addicting games at facebook!!!! CEL kasi eh!!! hehehehe....
oh well... im back... im gonna post some of my notes or something something from my laptop later....

for now.... i really one this to burst out.. this friggn personal trainer... shox... hassle!!!! i mean she keeps on pushing me to renew my training with her... but i stll have 15 session left!!!! grrrr!!!! then one time she called me up because her friend is willing to pay my training in advance so i will just per her friend instead!!! what the fuck!!! so i said!! NO!! so there... then now... she said that if i can pass by the gym so i can sign an advance receipt even though we wont workout today... so that she can reach her quota.... grrrr... KAPAL!!!!!! i mean she is nice and all but super THICK nya mehn!! then one time her new client who is scheduled after me went to the gym early... guess what she did... she said... "may utang ako stretching sayo ha!!" grrr... so that time i decided not to renew my contract with her.. ill just play along and be nice coz i have 15 more session then after that..BYE BYE!!!! gonna transfer to RCBC instead..less hassle....

still awake...again...

i think this week is the longest week ive ever had... well last Friday, i was still alive and kickin after being awake for 36 hours and then going straight to Tagaytay for a team "bonding" then now i really really cant sleep.. again.... well alst time because of my car breaking its key into two pieces... then now... no special reason... i just cant sleep... maybe because of thinking to much about things..... my what if... my past... presnet and future... my life... waaahhhhh plus havent been to the gym for 1 week!!! waaaahhh i miss gym!!! grrr... oh welll have to eat my wendys burger... i love wendys... minimum of 150... yeahbahh!!!....

if you love someone, ask for nothing..

..got this from Mariel... super ok sha..... its like the things and feeling inside me that was set into words... luv it!!!

if you love someone, ask him for nothing. dont hold him from his destiny. dont keep him from going off in search of his own answers. dont ask him for commitment. you will know commitment is real when it is something given willingly, and not as something obligatory. dont ask him for promises. if you are patient, if you have faith, you will know in your heart when the right time for promises has come.

and when that time arrives, then you will see that you have both lost nothing by setting each other free, and have instead gained a richer, fuller life, a wealth of experiences, and a stronger certainty of your desires.

but should he not return to you, then life hasnt cheated you because no promises were broken. your bitterness will not last long, and you will feel thankful and blessed that at the very least, this beautiful soul has colored your life, that knowing him has already made life infinitely more meaningful.

by setting a person a free, you run a risk of him not returning. but always remember that you found him beautiful precisely because he was free. people are like sunlight. you can feel their warmth, and their glow, but you cant hold them in your hand and keep them with you forever. people choose to stay. but a choice is made more meaningful when it is made despite so many other options..

MESMERIZED

Im so mesmerized when I saw you again…
the way you look
the way you stare
the way you move
the way you glare…
Im so mesmerized on all
the things you do and the words that you say…
your voice
your smile
your look
the way you act…
I like the way you are…
I definitely like you that’s what I want to say… though I know there's so may things that may not work… lines that may cross..… and im not the same as you… though I still really like you that much…

My October fest 08'

Base from my Starbux planner... this is the month where I should have been to Singapore already.. sad to say that didn't push through.. oh well...
1. Bob's Birthday Bash was fun! videoke, FOOD!!! BEER!!! ofcourse lasing again so sleepover at Aina's house... tulog all day!!!

2. Interview hits with my soon to be Personal Assistant with Joe... shox... may isa over qualified!!! UP grad!!! WTF!!!!!

3. Days weekend of BobC- super saya.. namiss ko yung days and the purpose of being there which is to serve.... hay... sarap magbigay ng F night.. ewan ko super ok yung F night ko with this girl..galing!!!

4. Las' Birthday Party- TR bonding time with poker, booze and FOOD!!!

5. Despedida of Kuya Roy- it was fun... i miss my friends sa old work ko.. oh well..

6. For the first time na drain ako being with someone... as in super nawalan ako ng energy.. kasi ive been holding my self not to curse at him or treat him like SHIT! kasi he was kind naman pero the BRAGGING!!!! mehn!!! grabe!!! pati his funny joke as in HAHAHAA di sha nakakatawa... mean na ba ako.. pero hindi e.. if makikilala mo sha..mehn super grabe...arggghhh...

7. Started going to the GYM..heheheh nakakaaddik pala sha talaga... had fun the other session with Jam and IVO..grabe dancers pa talaga na kasama ko..wahahha then saw Antonio "CUZ" wahaha miss ko sha!!!

8. Preparation for the Anniv Mass at Bianx Pad.... it was fun!!! sarap ng pizza wrap ba yun... luv it!!! si Karen may pa baon pa sa akin na Kenny... wahahah..pero above all else naging professional wire twister kami!!! wahahahha.. and also the stem wrapping but it was easy for me and bob kasi we have this process eh... wahhaha...

hay.... di ko na maalala yung iba..hehehe.. basta i had fun this month....Now, I'm looking forward for the Anniv Mass and Lianne's Birthday bash hehehe its this week na....grab bilis ng panahon!!!!!

Not Interested

i really have to burst this out... shox pangit naman ng come back ko sa blog ko.oh well... irritating kasi e... let me give them code names B1 and B2. B1 is someone that I dated before but eventually friends na lang kasi dont have a thing for B1 eh..walang chemistry...so there.. then one time he started making kwento about this girl which is ok naman sa start kasi we are friends.. pero yung halatang paulit ulit.. irritating naman kasi... we are not that close and di ko kilala yung girl... i really want to ask na... "DO you have other friends pa ba na you can share that story with?" hay... stress!!!..kasi naman the kwentos ewan ko ba if minsan stirr or just to make inggit or ewan ko ba.... then lets move on to B2...
B2... nakilala ko lang somewhere... pero not interested at all... so palawak na lang ng connections... then biglang same as B2 bragging na nagbbring sha ng food sa gusto nya.. ok sabi nya sweet sha.. pero bakit kailangn ko malaman? ummm kasi sweet sha for others pero sa akin not that much.... i can pay for my food... or if may PA na ako papabili ako... hay... am not jelly or anything.. pero those kind of information na we are not that close... um please tell those stories na lang to your friends... coz im really not interested and again we are not that CLOSE.. dont know you that well...hay....