Alone in an abysmal depression, wondering when will it end.... they told me that I am just in a phase of my quarterly life crisis... hmmm.. maybe Iam....
an everyday life with a bunch of people you need to be comfy with but... all i can do is think... are they real... real in the sense of their true personality... but sometimes im in a room of a new classmates that form their selves into a group that you dont even know if you are allowed to mingle with them... maybe because you are different, maybe because they just forgot of being sensitive?.. or they are just trained to be that way or just plain used of being with their own kinds?.. well is it bad to be kind enough and as what lilo and stitch always say.. nobody is left behind... but some actually do this.. they are sensitive enough to adjust or have a heart that everyone is having fun and everyone is together... well that is what i miss... oh well... let see if this is where i should be...
it is also hard of having a hard time in life, love life, and work without your family to be there always to comfort you... thats how i was trained.. to be independent.. but having this crisis is so hard to surpass for you are always thinking about what have you done wrong, why is it like this.. my what ifs.... and a lot more... whewww.. this is tiring....well...lucky for me..i still have my friends to be there for me... oh life.... think positive mcq.....
oh well...
whatever will be will be.......
sTeAdY....
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