REMEDY.....

had a blast yesterday!!!
the amigas had a small reunion at Mocha blends.. which is awesome! I really miss the College days..hay... we just chatted and chatted and so on... whew... miss them so much!
then after our dinner date...
I decided to go to BOBs party =)
coz i lurv bob so i went there...thanks to mia and car-car.... the helped me out for the directions!...
man! its farview talga but it is worth it! =)
Had 2 beers and a shot of tequila.. loves it!
after 5 days of sickness... here i go again but everything is totally worth it!
I love my friends!
well they are really my remedy...
may i add... i don't have fever now..=)

too sick to function..

I have a fever, soar throat, severe headache and a broken heart...ay kasama yun...

Percentage of the cause of my sickly sickness:
60%-stress from thinking all these things...
20%-bad weather
20%- dirty air from my car aircon

reminisce

Talked to mon-mon earlier…

Shox.. I hate to reminisce lately.. but I got a very great past but it really ended up all of the sudden just because of someone you really love…already had a connection with someone else

yah we broke up but it is still complicated... hell yah!! its complicated because for 4 years it ended with too many questions without any answers...well there are few stupid answers...

It was really nice talking to her through YM…

Whew I hope in the future everything is gonna be alright… well.. lately ive been very stable with my feeling right now… anger?…hmmm not really… its just more on the bitter side…

You cant really forget something so perfect, so steady, so loving and stable that ended up really soon.. Perfect meaning.. you already setup your life with that person in every single way and fixed your mind and soul for the future but everything changes… in just one click everything dumped into trash…. Im having a hard time lately to describe what love is… I mean ive experienced this perfect love but it isn’t enough… well… maybe I should just let love explain it to me when it comes my way….

jigger jules

Singapore jigger... fresh from singapore given by JULES!! I love it!!!! hehhehe.. ..

Thanks JULES for the wonderful pasalubong!!! luv yah!!! mwah!!

one hypocritical monster #5!!!!

CRP (9/14/2007 10:06:12 PM): may connection lang
CRP (9/14/2007 10:06:21 PM): just like what i had with you

He said she said..
you are right about that...
am sorry dear..
you may be confused of something...
when you are committed you must or should be able to be loyal enough to that person..
and not piece by piece.. telling her that what if we can be friends and then forgeting your anniversary and saying the wrong date because of remembering this persons brithday...
and then now you are telling me that you have connection with this july 7 person...
i think you better connect to an animal for animals wont be hurt if you are tired of loving them with certain levels...
c'mon am not that stupid for not finding out that your just doing this so that people wont hate you because of the betrayal, two timing, insensitve and hypocritical monster that you are!

CRP(9/14/2007 9:45:16 PM): alam mo naman ako
CRP (9/14/2007 9:45:25 PM): mahirap ma earn trust ko

I know..
you are so good of gainig trusts of people even though your just playing with them=straighforwardly=DECEIVING them! and now your are complaining that it is hard to gain your trust!!! how ironic is that!!


CRP (9/14/2007 10:01:04 PM): mahirap din magbago nararamdaman ko sayo
CRP (9/14/2007 10:01:20 PM): ibang level na nga lang but the love is still there..and care

so now..
ther is certain level regarding love... sorry i didnt know that love may have levels...
your just one heartless selfish person..
its just like the line: i need you because i love you.. but yours is just the other way around..
i think you are so insensitive enough that you may want me to be your safe mode..
sorry to break this but i loathe you!!
I hate you as far as i despise you!

You may have change but in a very bad way... immaturity, insensitivity and hypocricy thats what you gained...

all i know is that you are full of shit... you are even worse than the BUNNY you know!

me...
bitter ...yes..
regretting...yes...
will move on ... hopefully yes...

may God bless you..
and may you be sure that the one guiding you is GOD and not the one down there!

Praningning

am I or am not?..
yikeesss...
still drinking coke!!...

waaaahhhh....

sicky-sick

I feel so sick today.. waahhh.. i don t know if im gonna go home to laguna or not.. hmm
LAGUNA: free food, maid, clean sheets, big bed, tv, but its 2 hrs travel time..
MAKATI: near, no food, shity things all around... alone

hmmm i think i might go home later....hehehhe...... waaahh.......... but if im gonna go home later... i must come back here at friday to cover jules' shift... shox... i hope im not yet dead by then...
hehehe...

hmm later im gonna post my ever so back to the past days chats with cel... wahahhaa with the hypocritical monster in our lives or should i say.. pathetic shit eater posers of our lives...hhehhehe

game!!!

hmmm... my jive is comming back!!! whoopeee...
im leaving the pressure now...
whatever will be will be...