Urbandub - Guillotine

Amazingly PERFECT!!!

BAZAAR BAZAAR BAZAAR!!

Im totally finished buying Christmas gifts for everybody..I even have extra gifts....
BUT!! it im still addicted on going to bazaar wherever it is... I LOVE IT!!!!

AM I READY?

one BIG STEP for ME....yikees!!!

ITS CHRISTMAS!!!

shox!! its Christmas season already!!! well yeah.... have been buying weird gifts to friends and love oneS!wahahah..I really love buying gifts for others... i love it!!!

Last last weekend, went to PICC with Sega and my mom to have an international bazaar there!! it was great but it didnt stop us to go to World trade also to check the stuffs there! wahahah
then we decided to visit MOA just to hang around... then went to ATC to meet up with Mia and Joj... after roaming around and taking sega a mini tour at ATC, we decided to got to churche then SEX(sinangag express) i love BF!!!

Then, last weekend..well its Family Day so went to Alabang Bazaar with Cel! I love what i got!! its an OC-OC stuff.... luvs it!!!! then we went to ATC to walk around!! shox i luv ATC!!! i miss it too...waaahhh.... well ive been awake that day for 48 hours so why not!!..hahhaha

whew!!! I love shopping!!! but ofcourse i need money to spend though..... i hope I can buy my christmas gift for myself this year! so CEL!!!! 2 gives na lang..wahahahah!!!


this coming saturday.. me and frey are going to World trade for this world bazaar?..wahahah I dont know the exact something something but im surely going!!! wahahaha but first i need to get my friggn ATM card!!! waaaah!!!

DESKYTOPY!!

Cel tagged me.. so what the hell... im gonna blog this....hehehe... even though my desktop is one lame-O one...hehhee

So, am not doing anything now.... im just plain bored and hungry... at my taskabr, im currently playing some emo songs through itunes, talking to cel and jules and ofcourse facebook!!! wahahaha

I have this wallpaper since 2nd yr college so..its cool..back to basics..hehehe.. i so LOVE this wallpaper!!! I wanna be like her!(physically and playing bass guitar)hahhaa

TAGGED: Freya, Gabs, Yka.... dont have many friends blogging...cel and arandy are ofcourse doing each others' tagging..so there...

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2nd orga =)

Yipeee!!! Got my new starbux organizer today!!! hey hey!!! Loves it!!! But the most special thing here is.. I got with the Help of my friends!!!! Loves it!!! Thanks Cel, Aimi, Mady, Shanna, Sega, Aina , and Ris for the stickers!! wahahahha Loves it!!! Loves it!!! Loves it!!!!

SuPeR sUnDaY!!!

I had a BLAST last Sunday

Woke up at 11am then went to 69 Alabang Hills for my Bestfriend’s Despedida partee!!! Shox… Im gonna miss her so much….. waahh Bes!!! Well I hope that your gonna be alright there!! Study Hard bes!! BREAK A NECK!!!

Afterwards me,aimi,mady and shanna chilled at starnux to get me some freackn stickers..hehehe..well.. got some few more pictures though..hehhehe we are such camwhore!!!

Then I immediately picked up Jules at Rockwell which she is not familiar with so she got lost there but fortunately thanks to cellphones she found her way out of the mall the mango side and we got going to shang to pick up cel..hehhee then straight o Trinoma… its nice there pala.. its like ATC with a twist..hahhaa… I really want to shop there soon but its too far north!!! Hmmm… Hey CEL family day!!! Heheheh

Then here we go.. the RED BOX! The team were there .. we had food, drinks, billiards and karaoke! Hahahha ofcourse the karoke wont be over for us without singing the stop by spicegirls.wahahhaa here we go again… the camwhore of RTCIS..wahahhaa… ofcourse with our professional cameraman Erick..hehhee hun!!! Hahhaha

After that some of us decided to go to Quatro..im so virgin at that place but it was amazing..got another margarita and a mucho!! It is really a mucho beer man!!! My wrist hurts because of drinking through that mucho glass..wahahah

After Quatro dropped off Erick, Jules , Kuya Roy and Papa Jeff and I call it a day!!! But before sleeping… I decided to check my facebook and racedsome people there..how addict can I get!!! Wahahha oh well… what an awesome day!!! Booyeah!!!

fun fun Saturday!!=)

I had a great day today, Went to the Anniv Mass of Days With The Lord with Aina and Trix. My first time since ive become a Dazer. It was great. I also had a chance to meet polpol, isa, abu, anj, cheboy and the others… well I miss them…=)
Afterwards, we went to Pier1 at ortigas for Guads’ birthday inuman..hehehe… it was fun. Me, aina, trix,sega, joe and guads’ friends..I had a beer and a starbux…hehhehe.. and I met someone also… hmmm….trix!! fishy fishy….hehehhe
Life is so amazing… well… it is really complicated but transparent..Well.. life must go on… Im glad I had a chitchat with polpol even though we only had a few minutes to talk to each other but it was great talking to her and also isa.. I hope everything is ok now with you guys.=)
Oh well.. I hope we can see each other again soon… Miss you guys!!!

FEB oh FEB!!!

I cant wait for February!!! Out of the country trip with my friends!!! whoohoo!!!! its so far pa... but im so excited already!!!!
GOSH!!! I have 3 months to have someone to be with me there!!! shox!!!
but.. if i dont get someone... I told Aina to get me drunk and I can be with them sa room... me without disturbing them... hahaha...oh welll.. with someone or none... I will definitely have some fun there for im with my friends!!! yipppeeee!!!!

immature predator

Gosh... Im not that mature to know all the things happening around me but im old enough to know what is wrong and right.. i know my limitations and i also know if somebody is planning to do nasty in the future..

Well, this immature predator is acting crazy again.. making excuses for the faults she made.. pulling people down so that she can get what she wants... acting up as a very sensitive person but actually its just her insecurities..

i hate people like this immature predator... the are really good on pulling people down and building their confidence out of that so that they can GRAB their goals...
Not everything is always about you....

Well.. all i can say to this person is GROW UP and get a life!

Goodbye to you

Of all the things I've believed in,
I just want to get it over with,
tears form behind my eyes,
but I do not cry,
counting the days that pass me by.

I've been searchin' deep down in my soul;
words that I'm hearin' are starting to get old,
it feels like I'm starting all over again,
The last three years were just pretend,
and I said...

Goodbye to you,
goodbye to everything I thought I knew,
You were the one I loved,
the one thing that I tried to hold onto.

I still get lost in your eyes,
and it seems that I can't live a day without you,
closing my eyes,
and you chase my thoughts away,
to a place where I am blinded by the light,
but it's not right.

Goodbye to you,
goodbye to everything I thought I knew,
You were the one I loved,
the one thing that I tried to hold on to.

Ooh whoa....
and it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time,
I want what's yours and I want what's mine,
I want you,
but I'm not giving in this time.

Goodbye to you,
goodbye to everything I thought I knew,
You were the one I loved,
the one thing that I tried to hold onto
Goodbye to you, (goodbye to you)
goodbye to everything I thought I knew, (goodbye to you)
You were the one I loved,
the one thing that I tried to hold onto,
(the one thing that i tried to hold onto)
the one thing that I tried to hold onto.
(the one thing that i tried to hold onto)

Oh, oh whoa, oh, oh (one thing that i tried to hold onto)
and when the stars fall I will lie awake,
you're my shooting star.


- Michelle Branch, Goodbye to you

crazy first week of october

Thursday: after work... went to Greenhills to meet up with Las Cha and Joe but unfortunately Cha isnt there yet so me and Las went to Tien-something its like a northpark bar near Jay-jays so we went there to eat and drink a beer.. updated las on what is happening to me and the others for we dont see each other that often because of work.. after drinking I decided to sleep over at Joe's place to hang out with them.. gosh its like the depressed people HQ! waahahha

Joe: mahirap di ba yung minahal mo ng sobra pero hindi mo na mapagkakatiwalaan...
McQ: mas mahirap naman kung binagay mo lahat na inaayos mo na buhay mo ayon sa kanya pero bibiglang di ka na mapanindigan kunwari pero yun pala may iba na shang mahal
Cha: mas malupit naman ang ibubuhos mo ang buhay mo sa isang tao at kaya mong iba lahat sa kanya pero alam mo namana na kahit kailan hindi ka nya mamahalin...

the DRAMA the DRAMA!!! wahahaha.. downer med from Joe....hehhe

Friday: picked up Aina at her house then went to one san miguel to get Joe's certificate...may i add... "My Friend is a designer her name is Joe San Antonio" hello!!! She won the Preview something event..hehhee luvs it!
Then we went to my place to take a bath then went to Glorrieta to meet up with Marion then went to Greenhills for Aina and Joe's family dinner and for me to make pa open line my second phone..hehhee I have sun na!!! yipee!!!
After that ...we went to Peri -Peri to drink beer..plus ofcourse picture picture... me, aina,cha,marion, joe,nina,sega,guads,bobsie and her friend..then we decided to have fun at a karoake place there at promenade....shox!!! its so damn fun!!!

Saturday: Me and Freya went to Rockwell to eat lunch at Cafe Med then window shopping a little bit then went to a spa...shox its so relaxing.. I Luv it!!!! then we hang again at rockwell to burn some time.. then went to the office to wait for our amigos and amigas for our mini dinner session...hehhee..but after eating at Chillipeppers.. we decided to drink and have fun at Music 21...man!!! its sooooo fun!!! hahhaha... after that, me jules, mars and kuya roy decided to hang at starbux valero to chitchat with rosey... gosh we ended like 5 in the morning..hahhaah im so sabog!!! so i decided to take a bath then go straight to the office and sleep there...wahahhaa
how sabog can I get rigtht

Sunday: after work..me and my girl pals have this family day.. our agenda... bazzar day at intercon...shox all i bought was this delicious steak and cel is going to cook it for us for our lunch toms... then we ate at Ave at glorrietta with me and the 2 couples..shox 4th wheel man!!but its all great....wahahha..

Awesome Beat Box Joseph at "Nouvelle star"

I got addicted to beat box because of ISAz brother and BOBCz bro also...waaahh.. this one is great too.. check it out...

Buhay from Pilo

Kuntento ka na bang mabuhay ng walang
kasama,

O pinipigilan mo na lang ang sarili mo
dahil takot ka na?

Pinili mo bang magkaganito para hindi
ka na magkamali at may masaktan,

O naguguluhan ka na sa mga bagay na
wala rin naman patutunguhan at
kasiguraduhan?

Maraming panahon na rin ang nagdaan,

Hind i mo alam kung siya pa ay
matatagpuan

Ngayon hindi mo na alam kung kaya mo
pang panindigan

Mg a bagay na lihim mong dinaramdam

Ku ng may darating pa kaya o lagi lang
napapadaan.. .

O hindi ka lang nakukuntento sa kung
ano ang nandyan...

Ma saya ka bang mabuhay sa anino ng iba

Na makita ang sarili mong hindi mo na
makilala...

Kaya ba naisip mong mas mabuti pang
mag isa,

Malayo sa gulo, kamunduhan at
panghuhusga...

Wala namang masama na piliin mamuhay
ng ganito,

Pero may mga panahong parang
masisiraan ka na ng ulo...

Paano kung sa isang iglap ng buhay
mong nagsosolo

May pagsubok na hahamunin ang puso
mong sa tagal ng panahon ay naging bato

Bakit lumalambot ka pa kahit bato ka
na???

B akit ngayon pa kung kailan akala mo'y
masaya ka na...

Bakit hindi ka na masaya ngayon kapag
mag isa ka...

Bakit kahit sa isip lang kailangan
nandun sya...

Hindi mo alam kung handa ka nang
sagutin ang mga tanong na yan

Dahil alam mong wala ka namang
pinanghaha wakan...

Ang mahalaga ay masaya ka at
nakakapagpasay a ka...

At alam mo ring ganon din ang nasa
isip nya

Kung may hangganan man ang pagiging
masaya ng may kasama...

Wal a kang magagawa dahil iyon ang
nakatadhana.. .

Kung sa huli ang saya ay gawin nyang
luha

Ngumiti ka lang at sabihing: "Kaya ko
pa ring mag-isa pero hindi ibig
sabihin na ayos lang sakin na wala
ka..."
Anuman ang kahinatnan ng mga bagay na
iyong pinagdaraanan

Sa huli masasabi mong mabuti pa rin
sayo ang kapalaran...

Dahil iginuhit itong kasama ang
kanyang pangalan...

I sang bagay na hindi mo na
malilimutan...

kayuman ay magkatuluyan

o hanggang kaibigan

lang ...

My Patronus

Key Frey

Frey gave me these colorful key jacket... I love it!!! its so cutie!!!
I can now distinguish which is which the key is for... =)
Thanks Freya!!! mwah!

Superhero from Ivo

You are Wonder Woman

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REMEDY.....

had a blast yesterday!!!
the amigas had a small reunion at Mocha blends.. which is awesome! I really miss the College days..hay... we just chatted and chatted and so on... whew... miss them so much!
then after our dinner date...
I decided to go to BOBs party =)
coz i lurv bob so i went there...thanks to mia and car-car.... the helped me out for the directions!...
man! its farview talga but it is worth it! =)
Had 2 beers and a shot of tequila.. loves it!
after 5 days of sickness... here i go again but everything is totally worth it!
I love my friends!
well they are really my remedy...
may i add... i don't have fever now..=)

too sick to function..

I have a fever, soar throat, severe headache and a broken heart...ay kasama yun...

Percentage of the cause of my sickly sickness:
60%-stress from thinking all these things...
20%-bad weather
20%- dirty air from my car aircon

reminisce

Talked to mon-mon earlier…

Shox.. I hate to reminisce lately.. but I got a very great past but it really ended up all of the sudden just because of someone you really love…already had a connection with someone else

yah we broke up but it is still complicated... hell yah!! its complicated because for 4 years it ended with too many questions without any answers...well there are few stupid answers...

It was really nice talking to her through YM…

Whew I hope in the future everything is gonna be alright… well.. lately ive been very stable with my feeling right now… anger?…hmmm not really… its just more on the bitter side…

You cant really forget something so perfect, so steady, so loving and stable that ended up really soon.. Perfect meaning.. you already setup your life with that person in every single way and fixed your mind and soul for the future but everything changes… in just one click everything dumped into trash…. Im having a hard time lately to describe what love is… I mean ive experienced this perfect love but it isn’t enough… well… maybe I should just let love explain it to me when it comes my way….

jigger jules

Singapore jigger... fresh from singapore given by JULES!! I love it!!!! hehhehe.. ..

Thanks JULES for the wonderful pasalubong!!! luv yah!!! mwah!!

one hypocritical monster #5!!!!

CRP (9/14/2007 10:06:12 PM): may connection lang
CRP (9/14/2007 10:06:21 PM): just like what i had with you

He said she said..
you are right about that...
am sorry dear..
you may be confused of something...
when you are committed you must or should be able to be loyal enough to that person..
and not piece by piece.. telling her that what if we can be friends and then forgeting your anniversary and saying the wrong date because of remembering this persons brithday...
and then now you are telling me that you have connection with this july 7 person...
i think you better connect to an animal for animals wont be hurt if you are tired of loving them with certain levels...
c'mon am not that stupid for not finding out that your just doing this so that people wont hate you because of the betrayal, two timing, insensitve and hypocritical monster that you are!

CRP(9/14/2007 9:45:16 PM): alam mo naman ako
CRP (9/14/2007 9:45:25 PM): mahirap ma earn trust ko

I know..
you are so good of gainig trusts of people even though your just playing with them=straighforwardly=DECEIVING them! and now your are complaining that it is hard to gain your trust!!! how ironic is that!!


CRP (9/14/2007 10:01:04 PM): mahirap din magbago nararamdaman ko sayo
CRP (9/14/2007 10:01:20 PM): ibang level na nga lang but the love is still there..and care

so now..
ther is certain level regarding love... sorry i didnt know that love may have levels...
your just one heartless selfish person..
its just like the line: i need you because i love you.. but yours is just the other way around..
i think you are so insensitive enough that you may want me to be your safe mode..
sorry to break this but i loathe you!!
I hate you as far as i despise you!

You may have change but in a very bad way... immaturity, insensitivity and hypocricy thats what you gained...

all i know is that you are full of shit... you are even worse than the BUNNY you know!

me...
bitter ...yes..
regretting...yes...
will move on ... hopefully yes...

may God bless you..
and may you be sure that the one guiding you is GOD and not the one down there!

Praningning

am I or am not?..
yikeesss...
still drinking coke!!...

waaaahhhh....

sicky-sick

I feel so sick today.. waahhh.. i don t know if im gonna go home to laguna or not.. hmm
LAGUNA: free food, maid, clean sheets, big bed, tv, but its 2 hrs travel time..
MAKATI: near, no food, shity things all around... alone

hmmm i think i might go home later....hehehhe...... waaahh.......... but if im gonna go home later... i must come back here at friday to cover jules' shift... shox... i hope im not yet dead by then...
hehehe...

hmm later im gonna post my ever so back to the past days chats with cel... wahahhaa with the hypocritical monster in our lives or should i say.. pathetic shit eater posers of our lives...hhehhehe

game!!!

hmmm... my jive is comming back!!! whoopeee...
im leaving the pressure now...
whatever will be will be...

hmmm...

shoxx... i met someone yesterday.. gosh that person is amazing.. I think i like this person..hmmmm.... let see let see....=p

Alone-QLC

Alone in an abysmal depression, wondering when will it end.... they told me that I am just in a phase of my quarterly life crisis... hmmm.. maybe Iam....

an everyday life with a bunch of people you need to be comfy with but... all i can do is think... are they real... real in the sense of their true personality... but sometimes im in a room of a new classmates that form their selves into a group that you dont even know if you are allowed to mingle with them... maybe because you are different, maybe because they just forgot of being sensitive?.. or they are just trained to be that way or just plain used of being with their own kinds?.. well is it bad to be kind enough and as what lilo and stitch always say.. nobody is left behind... but some actually do this.. they are sensitive enough to adjust or have a heart that everyone is having fun and everyone is together... well that is what i miss... oh well... let see if this is where i should be...

it is also hard of having a hard time in life, love life, and work without your family to be there always to comfort you... thats how i was trained.. to be independent.. but having this crisis is so hard to surpass for you are always thinking about what have you done wrong, why is it like this.. my what ifs.... and a lot more... whewww.. this is tiring....well...lucky for me..i still have my friends to be there for me... oh life.... think positive mcq.....
oh well...
whatever will be will be.......

I hate forcing my self to let go of one person that I need in my life,
its the only thing that makes sense but at the same time, its the same thing
that complicates me.

I know that I'm better off with out that person, yet I feel empty
whenever I try to let go. But I guess that emptyness is better than constant hurt...
-Shanna Maling

My Uks trip

July 30

After my work as in SHIFT-C. Went straight to Bambang with Shanna to eplore the amazing shopping spree of ukay-ukay but unfortunately its more expensive there than my ukay ukay shopping spree at Laguna so i didnt bought anything...wahhhhh.. then went to United Nation to check the ukay-ukay there and its the same and much more expensive... I love though the choices there but its too local size.. (I mean Philippine size).. too small for me... waahhhh so we ended up eating at glorietta and then went back home to rest... whew... what an ukay trip... fun but tiring man!!!!whew!!!!

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This Too Shall Pass-India Arie

I've achieved so much in life,
but I'm an amateur in love
My bank account is doing just fine
but my emotions are bankrupt


My body is nice and strong
but my heart is in a million pieces
When the sun is shining so am I
but when night falls, so do my tears


Sometimes the beat is so loud in my heart
that I can barely tell our voices apart
Sometimes the fear is so loud in my head
that I can barely hear what God says


but then I hear a whisper that this too shall pass
I hear the angels whisper that this too shall pass
my ancestors whisper that this day will one day be the past
so I walk in faith that this too shall pass


The one that loved me the most
turned around and hurt me the worst
Been doing my best to move on
but the pain just keeps singing me songs


My head and my heart are at war
cause love ain't happening the way I want it
Feel like I'm about to break down
can't hear the light at the end of the tunnel
is when I pray for healing in my heart
to be put back together what is torn apart
and I pray for quiet in my head
that I can hear clearly what GOD says
but then I hear a whisper that this too shall pass
I hear the angels whisper that this too shall pass
my ancestors whisper that this day will one day be the past
so I walk in faith that this too shall pass

All of a sudden I realized
that it only hurts worst to fight it
So I embrace my shadow and hold on to the morning light

this too shall pass...

I hear the angels whisper that trouble don't have to last always
I hear the angels whisper even the day after tomorrow will one day be yesterday
I hear my angels whisper
I hear my angels whisper
this too shall pass

Goodbye

I dont believe in GOODBYES but now..
I dont believe in FOREVER neither...

KARMA COMA...PERIOD...

sony bravia

Heartbeats- Jose Gonzalas (original song was by The Knife)
got this from Honey's page

IPhone

wahahaha.. this is funny!!!

Now..

Everything is so blurry...
But I know now what to do...
Doing those thing
will surely not with my heart too...

inseperable, perfect, steady
thats what I used to say
to those asking me
whats up with you guys today?

but I should now change it
and say: Im forgetting about it...

years of commitment
but sudden change of mind set
just one click it could be different
just me to neglect

Im just expecting for the worst
and hoping for the best

Someday I will love thee
A person who will be
the one next to me
and give love back at me

Change...

Summer at last

Oceans still left to cross

Cast away

On a moment

A friendly word

Whispers left unheard

On a shelf

Out of mind and out of reaching

The change in me

The change in you

Funny how fragile changes

Seasons rise

Seasons fall

Pass me by

Ocean left to cry

No one knows

Where the hurt is

A hidden smile

I know ill be all right

The sun will shine

Close my eyes and feel you breathing

dont know why?

It all started on a simple question why? why does this happen? why it changed? why suddenly your giving up? why suddenly you decided to let go?
Now what... I dont really know where to start... but for sure.. its still there... still waiting for some closure or clearance from all these questions.. maybe i should move on and be friends with you or not... may be just to move on and forget about you... or may be i should wait for you to come back and for you to realize that after all we can still hold on...-JULY

Margarita day at ATC

Super boring sunday... so Cel and moi decided to go somewhere so... we went to ATC to eat and hangout before i go to work...
Man!! its Sunday!! its Friggn family day... lots of people..specially crazy children.. GOD!!!
The agenda of our Family day at atc:
ate at FRIDAYS but didnt drink margarita there coz its too expensive
walked around .... bought a pair of havyz..... its so cute... also o bought some bracelets for us and cel bought a tube top for her seductive zara clothes!!! SOooooo RK!!!
then straight to GERRY's to have some margarita with some yummy foods on the side..a baked scallops and pusong adobo something..its good man!!!then straight to coffee bean to suibside our tipsyness ....got a double vanilla tea latte!!! I love it!!!
after those crazy things we did down south we went back to makati... dropped cel at her place and then went to work... wheeww.... what a day..hehheeh I had fun! MARGARITA is relaxing love!!!