Monday, July 21, 2008

Leaving the Tempestuous Kingdom

I didnt decide to leave this early
but they keep on pushing me
pushing me to the edge of not caring
edge of ending

I hate people who assumes
especially when they dont know me at all
where is your ground of thinking or even judgement
still i cannot do anything about it
thats who you are..who they are...

I know i dont have yet a stonger back fall
but what the fuck!!im not that strong...
strong enough to keep myself from being sane
when all of them are just one big twats

as coffee girl told me...
which is better: peace of mind or material things..
nut in this case...
Peace of mind is really much better...
over having thins Kingdom keep me with insanity...

oh well... im just so sad
that it happens this fast ..
im not sad because they choose someone over me
im sad because they judged me with nothing...

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

This is Homo Politicus..

Your blog caught my interest.

I didnt decide to leave this early
but they keep on pushing me
pushing me to the edge of not caring
edge of ending

* In this paragraph, it seems to me that you allow other people to decide for yourself.. that’s being passive, like a water in the river going to the direction where the current takes you. Doing something without ur full consent, is like losing you personality and even yourself. Personality, attitude, intelligence make ur whole being. When you let other people encroach in your decision-making then you begin to lose something in your personality- you feelings and your rational thinking. Some people lose their confidence when they let other people to make a decision for themselves. It is acceptable that you consult your decisions but not to the point of doing what they want and not what you want. I have a co-worker, she’s a UP graduate and she has a low self-esteem. She thinks her output is not good but we keep on teling her that she’s very good. Her low self-esteem has been influenced by her dictator husband.
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I hate people who assumes
especially when they dont know me at all
where is your ground of thinking or even judgement
still i cannot do anything about it
thats who you are..who they are...

*Make your self known.. show them the real you.. not what they expect them you to become. Sometimes we should be assertive to other people, other wise they will take us for granted or even become abusive. People have different judgment because judgments are influenced by our values.. we weigh things differently.. that’s why conflict often occurs. Just be yourself and do what you think is best for you.

I know i dont have yet a stonger back fall
but what the fuck!!im not that strong...
strong enough to keep myself from being sane
when all of them are just one big twats

* I believe there is no such thing as weak person.. you dnt need other person to be strong. Just do what you believe is right..why become affected to what others will say about you? WE are born with one body not two bodies bec God knows that we can leave alone and overcome our problems. We only need other people for support but we can do it by ourselves. You are strong, stronger than what u think.

as coffee girl told me...
which is better: peace of mind or material things..
nut in this case...
Peace of mind is really much better...
over having thins Kingdom keep me with insanity...

• Peace of mind.. when you experience being kidnap because you are very rich, perhaps you might have wish that you are just an ordinary person. Rich people hire security guards bec they dnt have peace of mind..

oh well... im just so sad
that it happens this fast ..
im not sad because they choose someone over me
im sad because they judged me with nothing...

* You shoud be sad for them.. because they didnt chose the best one.. and that is you.. hmm.. I have experienced that same thing..she didn’t give me a chance.. or let me xplain. She lmost knocked me off my feet.. there is always injustice in the society.. and we are all victims of such. But we should continue to become strong..live our life to our fullest enjoyment ..forget others..

McQ said...

thanks whoever you are... =)
cheers! =)