stupid#1

restrictions..
dont know what to do
is that what i feel
i dont actually know what i feel
still
lingering through my bones
flowing through my feeling
the PAST

hunting me...
like darkens in an abysmal hole
non stop dropping..
flowing..

when shall it stop
a better gum that wont waste
till it evaporates

been stupid lately
going back
going tback to that street
peaking...
reminscing..
dreadfully crying..

denial.. acceptance.. forgiving...
not forgetting...
better off or better pising off
both?

no..
im just drunk...
but true enough..
i was there...
i know..
i am still waiting..